Who you are

You were complied as  adult after finishing the UG studies. People on your way ask question without allowing you to move forward. People asking the question are the pillar, who  block the way in your life. What their question. Here it is

Why you not in a job ?
Because of my course, its late

So you failed isn't it?
No

Time is precise you wasted it ?
Yes, but not any more

You stupid, don't you feel ashamed of it?
I am shamed

Will you reveal your next policy?
Sure

Wait let me attend a call, it's very important.

That's my latest friend we had introduced ourselves in a job interview. He has everything more cgpa, more soft skill .  Passive talker answered ,"HR had called  me through phone that he has selected in the interview", with a pause he told," you were rejected".

I replied , what !!!! I was selected wow, can say it once again

You were rejected

Wow , you saying I am the topper in that interview , I cant believe this

Within a second I disconnected the call, turned to the questioner.

You ask me about what I am ashamed off. I am ashamed of the conversation with you, time it taken, my precises time was wasted by you. This many days my time was wasted because of the people like you and more over by your useless speech.

He can't open his mouth I made it to close with his mid finger.

When I thought why I need to reveal myself to other. So I made a story to back fire. I succeeded. Don't reveal anything to others or keep the site away from others.

While moving ahead, I saw my anuty. She stopped by name.
I can't  backfire or do other nonsense because she is my own anuty.

She asked different question , where you working ?
I was selected but waiting for the appointment order. Company name vortex,  Bangalore.

"Wow that great ", she said . what's up next marriage isn't it?

No

You stupid , don't  ashamed of  you , completing college without girlfriend.
Yes it was stupidity

Can you reveal it

Sure.

Its not a phone call .

I started

Anuty, nanna pathu pannarathu Vida, athuva pathu nadatha nalla irukum.
( instead of a finding a life partner, life can find a partner for me).

Wow, you are a scholar . you speak philosophy.

Anuty, philosophy changes with scene and act. Some will say life is that what we make it. ( namma amachukarathu tha valka) . this people are like yogi , they had nothing to loss and nothing to gain , they need nothing they want be nothing.

I am not this type, I need everything I want to be everything , as child, as teenager, as adult, as a man, as son , as husband , as son-in-law, as father, as uncle , as grand father.

She was struggle to speak other words, when you speak with an girl, you hidden something , now I hidden my job with a lie,  its for a reason,  for a goodness, so that she can't feel poor for me.
While we speak to girl we want a decent look from a girl, so we made the topic decent , speaking words polite, nice humour , and some more philosophy. It show some new face in you either it may be good or bad. If it decent it not gone be bad. 

Keep the way within you, control your way. That lead to next stage.

This is not what you , you are going to be everything, don't think you can be anything,
You are not everything . .

being everything is like god. Being god is not everything.

You are not everything , you going to be everything.

God, man , son,  from this who you are¡!!!!!!

Ahead of arrears

Arrear are different when it comes to engineering field, its really unavoidable. We will make arrears when we lost the interest in our core. For example , your friends of other department got placed in core company with decent salary, unfortunately you struggle to attend a interview fear of it may be or may not be a call centres work.  Fear starts here.

My point is no one in IT field going to work for their life time. They work their till the bond expires. Don't fear of you by thinking never get good company's, you will get an company, if you never lose faith in you.

You have the potential to do. All company need an engineer but not a scientist. I referred the word scientist, it means person in progress to invent something, company need a engineer who corrects the wrong things, wrong process in a company . be an engineer.

Why lecture skips your paper, because he/she may lost the interest in correcting the paper. Get the revaluation paper you know that you had written useless answer to that question . it is useless for that question alone. there isn't problem with your understanding skill and writing skills and the lecture who correct.

Real problem with the notes you have for subject.

You can mug up things on your higher secondary but from college first year to fourth year you get the knowledge by seeing things , feeling things, talking things.  one more method, its the core part within you , you get knowledge by thinking . 

This thinking method will mature at the final year of our studies, you have to align the lines in topic , if you study irregularly it will make you depressed in exam. For example , take topic like microprocessor architecture , first you have know about power by which it can work , then internal memory, how transmission happen , where the input get stored , what the time gap to process a command , finally the out put.
This was the means to align a topic , but our notes not aligned, because our teacher lost the interested in teaching and they not aligning it.

Maximum people study as it, they cleared it but you had the one skill  more form them that imaging things. My staff always told me teach a topic with your friends , so you will improve your knowledge and memory power. But our friends are ready for teaching only one hour before the exam. And they don't hesitate to ask dough , this dough are good for friends who hear lecture not for teacher who teach one hour before. It not good for you,  please don't teacher any thing within 6 hours before the exam starts. My personnel opinion student can't be teacher while he was a student

We have to align each topic so that we will coordinate with our thinking capability. If this is in proper , you would be  regain the interest at any time in your life span.

Get the interest

Now, you may not clear the arrear, you will be ahead of arrear marks.